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    This had become my new routine. Laying in the confines of an empty bed while she goes to work and earns for us and I lay here. Useless. Fragmented by my own ineffectiveness. By my own demons that trouble me over the normality that is my life.

    Major triggers for depression, anxiety, suicidal thoughts, self-harm and sheer hopelessness.
    This is not a happy fanfic! All aboard the sadness train.

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    Kenma stays up at night think about how his life is going to shit. That being said he can’t really be bothered to do anything about it or at least he thinks he can’t. Kuroo wants to help him but he can only do that if Kenma wants help.

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    Warlock was dead, and Doug was alone.

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    What he seeks: acceptance, recognition and Shu's efforts are going in vain, as he must face the truth: No one sees Shu as him. And perhaps, no one will accept him.

    Ivy has no way out. She was too soft to abandon the people around her. And Ivy became accustomed to the pain. And it never occurred to her that she longed for someone to say: It's not your fault, Ivy.

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    A Hogwarts AU when the war ended and what everyone needs is a way, is a second chance.
    Arc 1 - Escaping Summer: Chapters 1-9 (ended).
    Chapter 10: Glossary
    Arc 2 - The Legacy of Morgana and Dominus: Chapter 11 - ?

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    "He was going to make it right, for Pelle. He deserved it."

    Time-Travel AU where Øystein is granted of a second chance to prevent Pelle's and his own death. Other realizations come in the way.

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    Nick is a 20-year-old college student who meets Charlie on a trip. Things are not easy at first...

    Automatically translated from spanish original version.

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    Nick es un universitario de 20 años que en un viaje conoce a Charlie. Las cosas no son fáciles al inicio...

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    when a survival family of four arrive to the community of jackson with their bloodstained past haunting them.

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    They find Jay in his apartment, unconscious, unresponsive... dying. Pills and alcohol. A suicide attempt obviously. But was it really?

    A Jay Halstead whump story.

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    Michael had been prepared to die. What he hadn’t been prepared for, was whatever the hell this was.

    Michael finds himself back in 1982, the year his sister ‘mysteriously’ disappears and a year before his little brother’s disastrous seventh birthday, starting a whole chain of miserable events that had lead up to his and Henry’s final resort. Like hell he’s going to sit on his ass and watch things play out the same as last time. Like hell.

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    soap is jealous of how close roach is with ghost, he’s unaware of their secret relationship. Then ghost is unable to sleep at night due to the lose of his partner. Soap tries to befriend ghost, and secretly has a crush but never gets the chance to talk about it.

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    You are Ava Silva, you’re 19 years old, and you have the weight of the world on your shoulders.

    or: ava silva, and how her family helps her heal.

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    The only thing that got him through the war was hate. Hate for the boar. Hate for his father. Hate for the enemy and the empire. He hated staying still, too, so learning magic and swordsmanship ensured that he never had to. He loved being on his feet. Loved pushing his body to his limits.
    But now he was, what, twenty-four? Who knew being twenty-four would hurt this much? He didn’t anticipate this much joint pain. Or heart pain. Or migraines. Or nightmares.

    Felix stared at the paperwork on his desk. He watched the candle drip wax, too. (He wanted to set his paperwork ablaze. He wanted to set his desk ablaze, too.)

    He was tired.

    He was so, so, so fucking tired.

    And maybe he just wanted someone, anyone, to tell him that it would all be alright.

    Sylvain visits Felix in the middle of a mental breakdown. Chaos ensues.
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    You had been on your own for years after escaping the Whisperers. Until you run into a hunter in the woods who's searching for his brother.

    OR

    The Walking Dead rewrite from Season 9 to Season 11 with you, Y/N, as Daryl Dixon's eventual love interest.

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    After a long run with the gang, Houston finds himself feeling empty. Not exactly knowing why or wanting to find out why, he keeps his emotions bottled up and continues to act normal, just like he's been doing for the past 36 years of his life. Eventually, his emotions get the better of him and what follows is what he likes to call "that inevitable day".

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    Sabina is gang raped.

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    Trailer excerpt:
    Sabina flees down the concrete stairs of the fire escape, two or three at a time, scrambling as fast as her tired and aching body can move. All thoughts of pain or exhaustion are lost in the fear, the desperate need to get out, get clear, get away. She rounds corner after corner: the stairs are steep, with about twenty steps between each tiny landing, where exit doors lead to the various levels. Sabina ignores these in favour of getting to the ground level and freedom. Her heart is slamming out of her chest, her face is covered in sweat, her breath is harshly aching, but she feels none of it beyond a brief flickering: it’s like it’s happening to someone else. What Sabina does feel, up close and personal is fear. So. Much. Fear.

    Sabina has already started running-stumbling down the next flight of stairs when the exit door on the landing below slams open. Two familiar figures crash through. Sabina is already scrambling to stop herself, so that she can flee upwards. It takes several long seconds and a few more stairs for her to manage to come to a halt, and for her brain to finally recognise who she’s looking at. Jane and Elena stare up at her, wide-eyed.

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    Sasha didn't know how or why she had been given a second chance, but here she was, six months in the past, right when everything started going wrong. She had a chance to stop what she knew was coming. Prentice wasn't going to catch them by surprise this time. Things were going pretty well, with the exception of whatever was up with Tim, and Jon and Martin were even getting along! She could do this. Nothing was going to go wrong this time.
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    What do you do when you're the only one of your coworkers with memories from the future? According to all four of the og archives crew, the answer is to keep everything secret and go behind each other's backs to enact your plans, never considering that you might be messing up other people's plans in the process. But what do you do when they start doing the same thing to you?

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    Kel goes through some stuff and uh oh

     

    hero: what just happened

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    The “earthquake” took so many people, leaving their loved ones lost. A wave of suicides swept through Hawkins due to a collective diagnosis of survivor's guilt.

    A group of nurses banned together, looking for a way to help when they came up with an idea.

    One of the nurses suggested a hotline might help, but they had problems trying to figure out who would run it. They didn’t have time, and the government didn’t give them too much emergency funding.

    It was then one nurse suggested a group of young adults she knew who might be able to handle it.

    And thus, the Sacred Heart Suicide Hotline was born.

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    Disclaimer: If you are not in an okay headspace, please DON'T click into this fic. It will be heavy, there will be suicidal ideation and themes of abuse, including physical, emotion as well as withholding food and affection as a form of abuse. It won't be super descriptive, but it will be there. There will be a happy ending, though. No one in the main cast dies.
    Be safe out there, friends. - Little M.

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    "Thanks for the heads up."
    "I know the future, Dean. I'm not omniscient."

     

    Ellie was a nobody. She had no family, no history, hell, when she was found abandoned in a cemetery as an infant, she didn't even have a last name. So how is she supposed to react when she falls from the sky into her favorite tv show and learns that everything she ever thought was true was completely wrong? Will she find the answers to the questions she's been asking her whole life, or will she die before she gets the chance?

     
     

    eventual oc x castiel
    oc x oc
    oc x dean winchester

     

    I don't own jack-shit outside my ocs and their storylines. Unfortunately, Supernatural belongs to Eric Kripke and The CW.

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