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    As Tommy and Michelle become adults and move away to settle into lives of their own, Jack and Sarah enter a new chapter in their lives. But while Sarah has Bill, Jack is still very much single following the divorce. And soon enough, as he watches his children settle down with their partners and start their own families, this starts to bother him more than it has in a long time.

    But for Jack, it's not as simple as just doing something about that. He still struggles with his sexuality, and would prefer if nobody knew about it. And at the same time, yet another personal tragedy sends him back off the wagon, and this time it's worse than before.

    Sarah, meanwhile, finds herself struggling to settle into this newest chapter in her life. Especially with how it's juxtaposed with her youngest son still being a small child. And to top it all off, she finds herself dealing with yet another long-term problem too.

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    This is the second book in a multi-part series following Jack and Sarah, and their growing family, through life's ups and downs over a period of 60 years.

    For the optimal reading experience, it is recommended to read these books in the intended order.

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    Mrs Butters stuck around, Eileen was back, Cas came back to the bunker, and life was good, until movie night. Dean didn’t think one moment could throw him into an entire life crisis, but then again that was Castiel for you.

    Or, ‘my alternate ending to Last Holiday because the finale broke my heart and this is my canon now because I said so’

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    Henry isn't gay, theres no way he can be. It makes him sick knowing Patrick can openly admit to fucking around with guys.

    If Henry isn't gay..why is he so attracted to his best friend? Why does he wanna be the guy Patrick fucks around with?

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    It's love at first sight when Alec and Magnus meet at a university in Jakarta. But the joy to have found his soulmate is short-lived when Alec learns that Magnus is going to marry a woman his mother chose for him. A journey of love, heartaches, depression and stolen moments of happiness awaits them. Can their love survive it all?

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    Alternative universe story/strictly story.

    Callum is a soap star actor that be asked on this years strictly. Before he given gets on the show his whole world is thrown into turmoil.

    Will his strictly journey help him to find himself and work through the mess of his life?

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    Sequel/alternate ending to my other story ‘and there is no remote control that he can use to find his soul’. Mike and Charlie end up going on the run after Mike commits mass murder. [future au]

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    The Adventure continues. Orion and Copia deal with the unexpected.
    The first part was mostly an introduction to the story, but this has most of the bones of it, so expect this part to be much longer and a lot more plot driven. Hopefully lots of sexy times as well ;)
    (90% of this has already been prewritten so expect frequent updates until at least Christmas. I will probably have even more done by then too so this should be a pretty active story for some time to come!)

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    You’re exhausting, did you know that?” Eddie’s head shoots up at the hollow sound of Buck’s voice. “Being in love with you is exhausting. It’s too much.”

    “You knew what this was from the beginning,” Eddie replies. His own voice is soft, quiet even, but his words hammer in the final nail into a coffin full of memories he’d likely spend another six years trying to put to rest. “I never wanted more than this,” he lies. “And I never promised you more.”

     

    I love angsty, sexy, sometimes-I-hate-how-much-ILY 💕 love stories. If that's your thing, watch this space.

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    Nothing hurts more than loving and not being loved back.... She knows it very well but sometimes things are not what they seem.

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    'Murders taking place last night at a school reunion had left the police in shock as the killer surrendered with no remorse.'

    A high school reunion. Best friends reconcile, old flames ignite. Amidst everything, mayhem breaks out.

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    Of course, the train helped Ryan and Min-Gi understand each other a little better—but real life awaits on the other side of their exit.

    Making it through to a show in Utica is harder than it seems.

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    It has been a thousand years since Arthur died. In the modern age, Merlin passes the days by maintaining Camelot's castle and healing the sick. He spends each night at the edge of the Lake of Avalon, awaiting a man he fears will never return.
    But of course, Arthur does return - to a world he doesn't recognize. Merlin must help him adjust to modern society before it is too late. Arthur struggles with his past and his destiny, along with the new world that he has difficulty making sense of.
    The world is in peril; a modern plague, climate change, and war threaten the existence of any future. Magic is dying, with Merlin being the only sorcerer at full power left on earth.
    Arthur and Merlin are the only ones who can do it. And, it being the two of them against the world, some feelings may finally bubble to the surface.

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    Summary:亚瑟·柯克兰是一个普通的英国士兵。他希望能够平安无事地完成在西柏林的服役,这样就能保住自己迫切需要的军职。就在这时,阿尔弗雷德·F·琼斯,一个野蛮无礼的美国人闯进了他的生活,也许这人最终会成为他所有疑问的答案。

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    Thomas Jefferson was the first vampire ever born and the leader of every other vampire after him. He dwells deep in a forest in the colonies along with his coven.

    For thousands of years he has kept his own loneliness and desire for love hidden from everyone, believing he is doomed to never find it.

    He is required by law to marry a vampire and sire children with her in order to keep his bloodline growing.

    However a scrappy, intelligent, and beautiful immigrant captures Thomas's unbeating heart, it is love at first sight, for Thomas anyway who believes he has finally found his mate.

    The only problem is the immigrant is Alexander Hamilton, a mortal man.

     

    Or: Because of his secret homosexuality Thomas believes he will never find love until Alexander enters his life with the intent to tear down every wall Thomas has built around himself, and with a heart soft enough to love a monster.

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    Taehyung is hired to make a portrait of the rich heir Jeon Jungkook, without his knowing. He finds a thing or two about himself in the journey.

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    “Amity and...Luz?”
    There was only one Luz in Hexside and she was definitely on the list of top three people Amity didn’t want to be shoved in a closet with for seven minutes for some kind of ridiculous teenage ritual, especially not during some ridiculous party thrown by some boy Amity didn’t even know that she’d come to anyway because her friends wanted to be “popular.”
    This was not how Amity had planned her evening going. It was a fucking Saturday and she’d mostly planned to study and binge shitty TV in her room and pretend no one else existed but instead she was here and after being bombarded with the abysmal party music and overly giggly drunk crowd for over an hour, she hadn’t thought it could get worse.
    And yet.
    Luz Noceda. Amity was going to kill Skara and Boscha."
    Seven minutes in heaven, featuring Amity Blight as a Mean Girl and a Lesbian (not related) and Luz Noceda as a Disaster Bisexual and Clumsy Autistic (definitely related) and Skara, as Thoroughly Done With This Shit.

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    James Sunderland struggles to control his urges and falls slave to his sinful mind once again, laying with a man
    Afterwards, he is forced to face the manifestation of his internalized conflict and desires.

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    When Bakugou told Midoriya to ‘take a swan dive off the roof’ he’d considered it harmless. Another thoughtless insult he spat out before thinking, but when Midoriya actually follows through Bakugou has to deal with the fall out in his wake. Joining U.A while holding on to the secret that you killed your only real friend proves to be hard, but Bakugou can do it! Right?

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    Molly, possibly the most flamboyant queer individual ever to exist, wound up saving the life of a homophobic Christian picketer. It's not the weirdest thing that's ever happened to him, but suffice to say that it has long-ranging consequences he did not expect.

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    It was embarrassing to admit, but Gareth had a bad habit of falling for…unattainable guys. It was always out–going, popular, athletic, good–looking, straight men that had the metalhead feeling weak in the knees and unable to focus. It had been this way for as long as Gareth could remember. Thankfully, he had always been a shy, introverted kid, so none of these silly little crushes were ever revealed to anyone, even before Gareth had been old enough to realize that being a boy that liked other boys wasn't acceptable or safe to be. Especially not in Hawkins, Indiana. And the crushes never lasted long enough to deeply impact his day–to–day life anyway.

    Until Andy Harper came into Gareth's life.

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